Issued by the Catholic Center for Studies and Media - Jordan. Editor-in-chief Fr. Rif'at Bader - موقع أبونا

Published on Thursday, 5 August 2021
Lebanon: ‘We were among the dead, and we lived the resurrection’

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A year ago, August 4, 2020, Father Marwan Mouawad, 46, was celebrating Mass for a small group of 10 people in a poor neighborhood of Beirut, when he felt the church moving above him. Suspecting an earthquake, he paused his chanting. The electricity was cut off.


Seconds later, one of the strongest non-nuclear explosions ever recorded ripped through the church. The moment, recorded in a viral video seen by three million people, would change the direction of Lebanon, the Middle East’s most religiously diverse country. An abandoned store of ammonium nitrate at the country’s main port had caught fire and exploded fewer than two miles from Father Mouawad’s church.


“We looked at the roof and thought it would fall in on us. In that moment, we thought we were going to lose our life. It was divine grace that saved us: it was a sign from God that we didn’t have permission to open the Church for the public in these days because of COVID-19,” says the priest. In the middle of the pandemic, Father Mouawad had been instead livestreaming the Mass each day to an audience of around 60 or 70 people. No one died in the church that day, although an elderly religious sister received a serious head injury.


“After the explosion, we left the church and saw broken windows everywhere. We had to move debris to be able to walk in the street. It was like a scene from a war. There were injured people in the street.” With the local hospital overwhelmed by patients, they had to return to the church to treat the sister, who is now recovering. The blast left more than 200 dead and caused $15 billion in damage, especially to the largely Christian neighborhoods adjacent to Beirut’s port.


The explosion, however, was a turning point for a country already in peril. “Before the explosion, I had 95 families in my parish that I helped. After the explosion, we now have 520 families in need. Each Thursday, they come to my church for a hot meal.”


“Before the explosion, some of my parishioners would come to give me money to help us buy food parcels for the poor. After the explosion, some of these same people are now coming to the church to ask for help. Father, they say, please forgive us. We are in need.”


The crisis has also taken a toll on clergy, especially Lebanon’s many married clergy, who are permitted to marry before being ordained a priest following the tradition of the Maronite Catholic Church.


“As a priest with a family, I am affected by the crisis too. We have stopped eating meat except for once a week when have chicken. We have cut down our electricity use and only buy fruit once a week. It’s not just to be in solidarity with the people. We really have no more money,” says Father Mouawad.

In addition to trying to support the people of his parish, Father Mouawad encourages his parishioners to speak out against the rampant corruption that has destroyed his homeland: “Christ always defended the dignity of the person. He wants us to challenge the people who have corrupted this country, even the politicians.


Today, much of the destruction in Beirut is repaired, including the many Church buildings that were damaged in the blast. The economic crisis, however, continues—and the Aug. 4, 2020 explosion will never be forgotten.


“Every time we enter the church,” says Fr. Mouawad, “the memories come back to us. We were among the dead, and we lived the resurrection.”

Aid to the Church in Need (ACN), is supporting several priests in Lebanon with Mass stipends, with the goal of helping clergy to better support their parishioners who depend on them.